Dear Junglers: I Am Sorry...
So i am trying to learn Jungle and I hate it... i freakin hate it... I get blue and already Bot lane is pinging for help, im a noob so i tell them to wait so i can get to level 3 at least. They die while im at red, so i think i should have gone down there? idk its ok i tell them play safe and i will gank. I don't even have machete upgrade yet when they are already pinging for help and top died, so im on my way bot when mid dies...... I try to gank bot but they ignore me and i end up almost dying. So Top is dead again for the 6th time and yelling at me, Mid is pinging for help, im trying to get sated but our ADC has cleared my entire bot jungle and i am getting destroyed by their fed top and mid. At this point i want to quit.
Second game, literally the same thing happens. I can't even clear my jungle without everyone constantly pinging for help. Our ADC just straight up leaves at one point.
Third game, i do a bit better, i gank a few times some of which is successful. I have Dragon control too i get 3 drags before they get 1. But ADC wont group no matter what and again is clearing my jungle, Zed keeps ulting Poppy and Illaoi while Jhin sits back and kills us. Me and Garen go in and can kill a few but with Lucian gone off by himself clearing my jungle, we keep getting engaged on and killed. Lucian slows down my sated by 5-7 minutes plus I keep dying. I finally get sated and start actually dealing damage but my team is just not following up and im left alone in most "teamfights". end of story we lose because Lucian fails to group for the 100th time.
So im sorry for blaming you when you don't gank, im sorry for complaining that you are farming your jg when we need help. I understand now how hard it is to deal with lanes that are losing, all of them lose and blame you, its terrible. When you are trying to get sated, every stack counts, so im sorry for taking your jungle too.
EDIT: I am very surprised to see so many people giving me a ton of advice, its super helpful and honestly you guys have convinced me to continue learning Jungle. There are so many comments I can't respond to them all, but I am reading them and I want to thank everyone. I will continue to practice Jungle and thanks to your tips I'm sure I will improve.

...i'm not ganking for them. They don't need my help to win fights. On the flip side, if they have something like
that can pretty much guarantee your team a 30 minute win if you know what to do with that lead.



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and other early-cheese junglers. Now, with Shaco specifically you can choose between getting two camps very quickly and running mid for a super early gank or insta-clearing your buff (w/o leash or smite might i add) and getting a cheeky invade with your smite up against an enemy who used theirs on their first camp (or just taking the buff for free if they started on the other side). A good Shaco can do a lot. Lv 2 burning mid's flash is worth a ton too.
Against predictable foes, you can often invade their first buff, gank mid, then invade the 2nd buff before heading top. I only say this because you said you wanted to keep learning jungle. If ganking is your issue, Shaco fixes it. You only need to learn how to gank while still getting camps when possible.
If you aren't for that sort of jungler though, I wish you the best of luck in your other endeavors. Most of what I was going to say for advice is already said elsewhere, so I just thought I'd present you with my favorite jungler. Never know when another Shaco player might arise.