I don't know what to do anymore in Ranked...
It honestly feels like I have 0 impact no matter what role I play or how good I do. Its like I can't 1v9 therefore I can't win.... This freakin RNG match-making, if the Jungle has a difference in skill and experience its GG for the disadvantaged side. People don't know how to not feed when they are clearly not as good or at a disadvantage. (just to be clear I am not blaming the jungler for not being as good as the other jungler, there is no helping that)
Every game I've had someone feeding pretty bad, 2 games it seemed intentional (one of them was definitely intentional). I take blame for only 1 of those games, ironically the one with the intentional feeder, because our Cait was fed and more than capable of carrying but I didn't play around her well enough.
I 100% understand I can't climb because I am not good enough, but I can't help that I am not Masters and can 1v9 Silver and Gold MMR. I admit to not being that good at the game, but I feel like I am better than my teammates and a lot of the enemies I face... just not large enough to stomp them by myself. Like I almost always have a CS lead and even when I am behind I am not feeding and I try to not give up pressure. I have Vision Scores comparable to the Supports and I try my best to make calls and ping objectives (even though they don't listen). Yea I am venting and not really tilted in the sense that I am angry, just disenchanted with the game right now. Feels like I either am allowed to win or I am chosen as the loser, Match-making just flips a coin or something...
I don't play 1v5 champions, I don't enjoy playing the super OP champions. I play champions that I learned over time and enjoy playing, but majority of them are just not the play making pubstompers like Akali and Irelia. I tried playing Irelia for the first time, but I don't like her and was kind of not in the mood to play and really shouldn't have played tbh... and like even though I was feeding really bad, it still had almost no impact on the rest of the game since everyone else was also losing completely on their own...
What do I do? Keep practicing freelo champs like Irelia? Or just play enough games that the RNG is eventually in my favor again? I really don't want to learn Jungle...
