Trying to ward by myself, how?
As usual. Here I am again. (Account is NewYetOldName)
But this time, I've noticed that of all the importance of vision that has been stressed non-stop (and if I haven't been following that notion, I must be a b#2tch-a&4-f#24got by default), I just can't seem to ward properly by myself.
I often ALWAYS have control wards sitting in my item build waiting to be put down, and even then I always forget like the little returd I've been to put at least one down EVERY single game. I have been putting those wards down...but not every single game.
And even then, I'd waste a trinket and put it on cd, and have nothing to ward with. I obviously can't control how my own teammates ward 100%, and whenever I put a control ward down, deep in my head via my internalizing voice "Oh nope, that's the wrong place you put it. Why didn't you put it in this little brush over there instead, you god damn turd? Time to make a hypothetical league vid bashing you!" This isn't even counting the times I've scarra-bushed a few times on my wards.
But meh, I know how much I've been crap; if I can't even solo-handle vision properly/PERFECTLY, then by all means, call me subhuman. And as usual, I know I can't rely on my team for everything.