I've realized I often need to take a lot of steps back.

As with many of my dumb posts that range from both overly angry to rational, I've noticed how many times a game like this involves just stepping back from all the negative and over-the-top-self-thought-chaos that occurs.

I've had some games where via me recently wanting to pick up (BECAUSE CARDS MAN; DEATH DEALERS ARE THE BOMB MON AMI-DAMN YOU GAMBIT) that I lost so massively.

Granted, I've played for quite a few years while FINALLY understanding how to effectively lane with him with less risks taken thanks to someone else actually teaching me how to do so. Despite him getting mad with my antics of trying to paint myself as this blameless person (he's not wrong about that side of me) and no longer being friends with me because of that, I was grateful for his lessons in the first place.

Perhaps this really just attributes to the overall nature of this game's ups and downs, with the need as I said before, to just take a step back and look at things different no matter how mad you were at one loss in a game. Especially if the loss was your fault and that because you realized it, you got so mad at falling for such dumb crap that made you lose in the first place.