Getting out of diamond 5 is 90% luck.

I got out of diamond 5 like 4 times now and then went back to d5 0 lp, also 4 times. Between the bought accounts, people that don't give a shit and people that actually care about the game, no wonder there's 150 in each d5 division, and then like 10 in d4. I didn't play for 3 days now, started a game in d5 retarded elo, and 2 people knew each other from the game before and flamed each other for the whole game and said they won't let the other one win. I was like.... this is what I get after not playing for 3 days on my first fucking game. It's not only shit like this. It's the god damn fucking tilted feeders that push 1 lane all game and die and you literally are playing 4v5. Every loss has at least one person 1/10. I'm tired of this shit. If I win a game, I don't feel like "hell yeah, we were better this game, we won fuck yeah". No, it's like, thank fuck the 0/10 moron is on their team this time. Then you play the next game, say hi because now you got a 0/10 feeder hehe 50% win rate hehe xd I really don't feel like my wins and losses are any expression of skill. It's just a dice roll, who'll get that autofill this game and feed.

I'm just fucking tired of this shit.