draft normals is HELL.
why is it i can win blind picks and teambuilders really easily, but as soon as it comes to draft pick, all the feeders/afkers/trolls come out to play? i just need 5 more damn wins. 20 games ago i need 10 more wins. it almost always starts out with me getting fed, while the rest of my lanes feed a ridiculous amount so fast that i can't even help them out, and end up getting killed nonstop due to extreme feeding by my team. people refuse to group, and if you try to suggest to them what to build to compensate them getting demolished you get "stfu i know how to play" followed by them handing over 6 kills.
i get i was a dick in ranked. but forcing me to WIN normal draft games is ridiculous. like how is being jammed into a system with absolutely terrible matchmaking, pulling high silvers/golds on the enemy team while having unranked, bronzes, or below 30 teammates, and then get told i have to carry these people for 20 games supposed to make me less toxic? it doesn't. it just makes me angrier and more frustrated the more i lose.
Sure, i have bad games. but the number of games where i do terribly of my own accord isn't as common as what my match history suggests. most of the time i end up winning my lane hard, and trying to help other losing lanes, but get no help from my team by either them ignoring when i come in, or just them doing the wrong thing like running into a 1v4 because you're akali.
tl;dr terrible matchmaking paired with forced normal draft queues does not cure toxicity. it just brews more.
