I've never felt like I didn't deserve a restriction before (post while I try to connect to League).

You know, I really felt like I deserved the ones I've had. Even the first one, I knew it was coming a long time before I got it. I was toxic as fuck, and I usually got them when I went on giant losing streaks. I can be very negative and sometimes even aggressive. But it's been over a month since my last restriction. I started muting people at the beginning of matches and taking long breaks between games. I try keeping my mouth shut. It wasn't always successful, but I have made some great improvement. I know you could pull up a few recent chat logs where I was being horrible, but that's it, really. Two or three.

I thought I was being really well behaved.