Ok Riot. I give up. You win.
I can't do this anymore. My ranking isn't on my shoulders anymore. I just cant do this.
Every single game. Every one. Has apes in it. Feeders, wreckless playing, even some I just plain don't get. Their thought process is just so insane I just don't get it.
I'll get teammates that want to contest dragon while they have baron, 2 guardian angels, and we only have 3 people. And yet, while I say this is a bad idea and LEAVE to do something else, they will COMMENT ON IT, saying "useless guy wont come contest" and then GO IN ANYWAY. They FULLY ACKNOWLEDGE they will lose and STILL DO IT. I DON'T GET IT.
Even the games where it LOOKS like I'm feeding. Take this 7/10 Jhin game for example. What REALLY happened is I got partnered with a Ziggs support with literally zero lane pressure and spammed laugh outside exp range. I got killed a couple times (3 to 4) and played safe and DIDNT DIE for the next 20 minutes. Other lanes fed too. Except I played correctly, and got kills, turrets, farm, gold, and midway through the game I was actuall around 5/3, things looking pretty good!
Then the lane phase ends, and I have to put up with the other lanes who got fed. So despite me playing correctly and coming back in my own respect, I die because they were fed. Leading to a score of 7/10 because we are grouped and lose multiple fights. This gives the ILLUSION i'm feeding.
90% of the games are like this. And when the 10% rolls around where I actually feed, I take that L, My teammates get angry, and I understand, I don't fight back.
But I can't do this anymore.
No amount of fed toxic champions will get me out of this grave. I could e a 13/0 Yasuo or Leblanc, my teammates will still feed and do stupid shit and lose the game. I genuinely, CANNOT DO THIS ANYMORE.
I hate it. I don't want to use dynamic queue. I want to prove that I got my rank, not someone else. I want to prove that I'm a good player. I do my job, I do it well, but no amount of ganks bottom or rift wardens top stops them for doing stupid shit.
So you win Riot. You win. I can't do this.