I wish Riot could watch my games, I defy the impossible...

My friends hate playing with me, simply because I am the bringer of bad luck. I would say 90% of my games consist of me winning a lane, and the rest of the team feeding. Like......it's brought me almost to tears out of frustration. My friends at work and school joke about how honestly truthful it is.

How can I carry when I go 7-1, but bot and top are both 7-2? It's just not possible. It happens so fuckin much. I just recently went from Gold promos, all the way down to Silver 4 from games that were COMPLETELY out of my control. Jungs that go 0-6, Yasuo tops going 1-6, Mids going 0-9. I joked about Elo hell, but I think it actually exists. I don't even understand how some of these players are in Silver, some have no idea how some champs even work. These high death counters are 10 mins into the game as well, so It's not like I can leave my lane to help much, while giving up my tower and the CS. It's not like my lanes roaming to secure these kills; I'm honestly powerless.

And come mid game, everyone is so toxic yelling at eachother, they spend more time typing than actually playing, doing death match instead of getting objectives. You try to rally them, but since they are all yelling at eachother, it's completely hopeless, and it's just a matter of time before the other team gets even MORE fed.

My game yesterday takes the cake. Lost a 4 on 5 while I was Thresh Supp and the other teams Ekko jung was AFK from the start of the game till the end. Yas mid feeds Zed 7-0 8 mins into the game, top gets destroyed. Our JUNG is getting destroyed somehow ganking lanes whole we win bot with a measly 3-0 up on the ADC. What am I suppose to do now? Hook the now 11-1 Zed? the 4-0 Nasus? the Blitz bottom? The games completely loss, and it's 4 on 5.

Just so frustrating. People say just carry...but honestly you can't even do it anymore, especially in this quick meta.