stop pretending that i am ever the deciding outcome of my games
funny thing is... out of every game i play.. I'm the only CONSTANT. (i am showing unranked game because my intenet is being stupid again so i cant play ranked)
if i get a good team.. it doesnt matter that they had 5 nid counters.. it doesnt matter we had NO ADC what mattered was my team knew how to focus objectives my team knew who to prioritize during fights my team had map awareness and knew how to help a teammate out when keep that 100% guarenteed death i had if my team didnt help.. to an 100% guarenteed kill becuase they had map awareness, and my team didn't FEED.. when they died.. they died for an objective or to guarantee a teamfight win, THATS what makes a difference https://matchhistory.na.leagueoflegends.com/en/#match-details/NA1/2696460878/207008136?tab=overview becuase when i get that... i can carry the shit out of that game..
also (WTF riot why no S+)
when i get bad teammates https://matchhistory.na.leagueoflegends.com/en/#match-details/NA1/2695682287/207008136?tab=overview (just one example)
sure i can get kills.. but I'm going to get deaths, because instead of me jumping in with 1 kills on someone with 1 kill i have to jump in with 5 kills on someone with 14 kills while being the only person who can do jack shit (example)
and yeah i get the kill and i keep the tower alive
maybe next time i die.. but i keep the tower alive.. or i steal an infernal but die.. and sometimes i have to do stupid shit to try to keep our nexus alive and that will ruin my kda. that cant always be avoided. but i have to TRY to save the nexus.. i have to TRY, because if i don't at least attempt to stop it... then its lost anyways. and yeah if there no way in hell i can stop it im not ganna try.
but if i had to throw my body at the enemy team 5 times but each time i keep that nexus with a few hp... then that's what it takes.
the fact is the games i going are 90% of the time decided by matchmaking the instant i hit the "accept" button...
why? because i play my main. every champion i play i have over 100k mastery on, and im 10th of the game.. and every game i play im giving either or 9% or a 10% out of that 10%
.. but it's nearly impossible for other champs.