I tend to win/lose when I shouldn't be far too often.
When I'm getting rekt, I win more games than I should, and when I'm stomping, I'm losing more games than I should. To the point that win or lose I'm not having fun. And I know some of you are gonna say, "you need to learn how to carry games", but this is a result of my good individual play not meaning more than a teammates horrible play!
Why I think this happens? When I'm carrying and I have feeding apes and I ask them to baron, take objectives, etc. they will ignore me, throw and run it down thinking they're fed. However, if I'm feeding, the guy carrying will ping these objectives and since I'm not an ape I'll go and we won't throw the game. Also, even when I'm feeding I'm only like 1-5, 3-7, never am I a 1-12 "gotta keep overextending" baffoon feeding his ass off.
So yes, sadly, you have a better chance of being carried in this game than actually carrying by yourself because when you are an actual good player that just happens to be doing the worst on your team, you can make it easy for your carry to do their job, but **you can't count on the apes on your team when you are carrying to do fucking anything but throw. ** That's some really feelsbad gameplay Riot, this is literally the worst player deciding the game, not the best and it's fucking sad.