It's Kinda Sad to See How This Game Has Changed Over Time
I joined the League community in June of 2014 with some friends that had already been playing, and let me tell you the game felt so great to play during that time. I wasn't very good at first but I was able to function with and without my friends, level up well, and grasp the concept of the game quickly. It felt so fun to play and became my #1 favorite game, I played every single day.
3 (4 in 5 months) years may not be that long, but I have seen the game change from what it once was since the time that I joined. And while that is to be expected, of course the game is going to change, it doesn't feel like it is changing for the better especially with this preseason. Ever since this preseason started I have felt lost, like I don't belong anywhere, like I can't get anything done.
I finally reached Gold last ranked season, which was my all time #1 ranked goal. I was very proud, made it to Gold 3. And then preseason hit. I now find myself struggling to win a single game. I see tanks dealing insane amounts of damage for what they have built, simply because of a rune they have. Certain champions are running around wreaking havoc while other champs that were once fine are now struggling to see any play. There's a difference between meta, and parts of the game being absolutely broken.
In my 3 years the game has never felt so lost
so toxic
so difficult to play and enjoy
as it does now.
And what feels even worse is that Riot doesn't seem to be listening. I see buff after buff but not to the champions that need it, and the playerbase has been very vocal about this. There are many champions that are not weak, they are just crushed by the champions that are absolute monsters right now. And you cannot account for all of them with 10 bans. You ban one champ, they are just replaced by another of equal strength.
It feels more like a battle of "what team has the most op and bursty champions" than a game of skill, teamwork, and strategy, and it really saddens me.
I'm definitely going to do my best to reach Gold again, but I can't see it happening. Maybe next preseason something will change for the better.