I really dont know how to feel when this happens
my last ranked game was a GREAT game. lasted 48 min.
and we just barely lost.
we took six dragons and a baron they had 1 baron.
most of my team was fantastic..a nd trhough i did watch the replay and i did see 2 or two plays that cost us the game..
outside of our pretty bad 
(who didnt managed to ulti a single person in a teamfight all game)
all of us did really well.
the frankly.. BECAUSE they had 5 good players and we had 4 its was a VERY close game.
the major mistake was when i got a huge lead.. and everyone said "nid carry us" i started shotcalling and with no mic this is kinda hard
and there was one play where i split off to get a tier 2 turret when we killed 3 of them and we had 3 mid.. (and 3 mountain drag) that i STOPPED shotcalling told them to push mid and i would split bot and just forced on killing the turret as fast as i could.
and instead of our adc, our top ,and our mid lane.. killing the inhib turret when we had and 6 drags (3 mountain drag,1 ocean 1 could, AND ELDER) and a huge minion wave... they run PAST it and try to dive the 2 low hp people at the nexus turrets. and all 3 of of team them die. and then the enemy team grabs baron and wins
so.. i guess i COULD have pinged to tell them to stop chasing and to kill the turret... but.. i thought it was SO FRICKIN OBVIOUS, that i didn't even watch thier push, i just focused on getting the tier 2 bot lane.
so yes.. the enemy team DID deserve to win because my team threw. and i CAN take blame for not pinging them off it... but.. i wasn't even WATCHING them fight. and i just ASSUMED they would kill the tower.
so i know the "better team" won.. because as good as i did and although i got myself fed and then set up kills for my adc and mid and got them feed too. (our top lane was pretty hopeless as he would try to 1v1 towerdive with 1/3rd hp when they had 2/3rd hp and a 4 kill lead..)
and i know IF instead of splitpushing i also went mid and help them focus we might have won.
but i did my best, and i know the better team won.
still it sucks to lose after 48 min when we could have easily won
i know I deserved the win.. but my team deserved to lose after that throw.
so i kind of have mixed feelings,, id did my best.. i got an S, i carried, i shotcalled, but i look away for 20 seconds and 45 min in we lose 3 team members who dive 3v2 under thiee nexus turrets with 5 drag ( 3 mountain.. and elder..)
WHY DON'T YOU JUST KILL THE TURRET????
WHY?[zombie-nunu-tears]
