its really hard not to be toxic in ranked restrictions.
like i have a vested interest in winning normals because i NEED them to get back into ranked. but no one else gives a shit, and fucks around and makes me have to play MORE games so i can reach my 30 wins in normals. but i can't get angry because if i do, thats a longer restriction. wouldn't be a big deal, but oh my god matchmaking in normals is SO terrible. its a joke how bad they are. why am i getting a couple bronze 1's and 2 silver 5's on my team, but the enemy team gets mostly s3-g3's on their teams?
im trying really really hard not to get angry and be toxic, and im trying to fix my behavior, but when I constantly get lower ranked people on my team against a bunch of people higher ranked, its frustrating. i also get troll picks and all around "i don't really want to win" picks like kalista support, double bronze 5 jungle, or something stupid like that.
there is no sympathy for a toxic, i get it. but im trying to change and this extremely awful system riot has set in place is only making it harder.
is my main and I say this because I can