Dear Riot; I am taking a haitus from league
this is a bit late.. considering my last game was almost 2 weeks ago. But i am here to explain WHY i am (hopefully temporarily) leaving league.
Don't get me wrong.. i love this game and i WANT to play it. but i don't play this game for ranked.. i play it for FUN.
and right now... its just frankly NOT FUN to play league. its really that simple.
the cause is more complex,, but that's the outcome.
the weeks leading up to me leaving was just over and over getting champion i REALLY didn't want to deal with on the enemy team.
To many people "winning" the game is fun.. to me...having fun isn't about a "victory" or a "loss", its about whether or not i enjoyed the actual game.
what i enjoy MOST about a game.. is to see a player on a champion beat me not because they were fed, not because their champion was broken, but because they were able to play their champions better than i could play mine, i saw this once in the last 2 weeks.. the enemy team had a challenger player, in my mid-gold game and they won... not because they played a broken champion, but because i watched every play the made.. their ganks, their vision placement, their wave manipulation, and their damn near perfect cs, and i was like damn... this guy is good. I could see exactly how they beat the laner, how they stopped my gank, and i could learn from that and improve... THAT'S how i have fun. I DON'T have fun by playing an "OP meta champion" and going 15/3" and stomping everyone.
when i am having fun and not hating the games balance, i normally have a much lesser amount of fun when i have a massive lead.. because its no longer a challenge, what i enjoy is an EVEN match. or facing someone better than me i can learn from, but not be playing a champion that is so busted there is no way i can do anything at all.
but when people can just pick a broken champion.. and i can watch them make 20 mistakes in a row and they still have a get out of jail free card, or they can still win a trade after they messed 2/3 of their abilities when i landed everything,, is miserable
and im sure if i played 10 games a day then 2 of them i WOULD have fun in.. and no one would pick a busted champion that i didnt want to have to deal with.
but thats the issue.. there are TOO MANY "busted" champions out there right now
obviously being the worst and on the forefront.. yet she gets a -5 ms just to mock us
other champions like

are MISERABLE to deal with
if we take it down a tier we still have shit like

then there are just champion u never want to fucking deal with regardless of how strong they currently are like ( and we are going to get some duplicates)

and maybe dealing with once of those like once every 3-5 games is ok.. MAYBE
but not getting 2-4 of them in EVERY GAME.
it RUINS all the fun.
meanwhile i see a change to celerity that completely guts my main
's first clear, in an indirect manner buy cutting off the 10 ap she gets from celerity at lvl 1 because of her 30% bonus when facing hunted jungle camps).. and her clear is already barely doable.
and while the extra 5 armor will help... everyone else gets that too soo... its a net neutral.
nid's biggest issue has been the scuttle crab change.. and nid isn't going to win any fight at lvl 2 because she will be too low and so many strong jungler are lvl 2 duelists
i mean i an VERY MUCH looking forward to the
visual update.
i think Neeko looks amazing visually.. even if i dont think her kit is a very good design. and god NIDALEE IS IN HER LORE?? AM I FINALLY GET TO GET A LORE UPDATE TO MY MAIN????!!!!
and i WANT to play this game.. i REALLY do.. riot. PLEASE. i dont WANT to quit.. i REALLY DON'T
i have played this game for 5 years.
the fact that is.. ITS NO LONGER FUN.
I'm not having "fun" anyone.. i can't "outsmart" my enemies by being a better player when their champions can 1v5 with their eyes closed.. when all your new and so called "cool and interesting" mechanics are INFURIATING to play against.
I LOVE THIS GAME.
but its just not fun anymore... there is no "counterplay" every new champion and rework has a million ways to deal with any situation.
and they game is so much about "mechanical outplays" that actually KNOWING the game... People should be climbing because you playing PROPERLY, rather than be playing "what's currently op"
why do u think "matchmaking is hell"
because people who have no idea how to play the fucking game can absolutely crush people twice as good at them than them because they were able to lock in the busted champions first.
u don't see the best players in challenger playing their mains anymore.. you see them abusing the op shit, because THEY FREAKING HAVE TO to stay challenger, its disgusting.
why does "picking an OP champion" make you climb 5x easier than "learning the game"
THAT'S the issue with league. THAT'S why its not FUN to play anymore.
and that's why.. for the time being.. i am stuck playing other games... because i can no longer find any joy in my league games. and if the celerity nerf does go live without compensation buff to my main.. its only going to get worse.
so PLEASE riot.. NERF THIS ABSURD SHIT ALREADY
I JUST WANT TO HAVE FUN!!!
or a massive item combination they get later on.