SO CONFUSED!

[HYPERVENTILATING] I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE! MY LAST 2 POSTS HAVE BEEN DELETED BECAUSE OF THE CONTENTS! I KNOW I NEED TO TAKE A CHILL PILL, AND I KNOW I'VE BEEN TOLD TO CALM DOWN MANY TIMES, AND EXCUSE ME IF I GET SOOOOOOOOOOO EMOTIONAL LATELY!

[WEEPING] I'M NOT PERFECT, I'M NOT WORTHY, AND I KNOW THAT I'M THE MOST OUT OF CONTROL RAGER THE WORLD HAS EVER KNOWN! IF ANYBODY IS CARING ENOUGH TO SEE MY POSTS, PLEASE DO SO!!

THE THING I CAN'T STAND MORE THAN BEING TOLD TO CALM DOWN IS THE ONES WHO DON'T HELP ME TO GET THROUGH THIS COUNTLESS DEFEATS! SO, PLEASE, PLEASE, PPPPPPPLLLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSEEEE!!!!!!! [SOBBING LOUDLY AND UNCONTROLLABLY] WON'T ANYONE UNDERSTAND ME?! [WAILING]