Venting and asking for advice
I started at Bronze 1, quickly dropped to 3, was on a bad tilt with a 30% win rate. I pushed on tried to learn from mistakes and others, recently i got a 70% win rate and got back to Bronze 2. I've been carrying half my matches or co carrying. I main Wukong Jg, im at 3.2 kda and 60+% win rate with em with 50+ ranked matches. In short I've been doing good.
Then today, just 20 minutes ago i played a ranked match and it left me so dumb founded it upsets me. I tell bot to give me a good leash so i can gank bot early. I get the good leash but when i go bot they don't react so i take heavy damage and nothing productive happens. okay, cool. Then i die to my jungle wolves because i was too low, lost my a bit. Haha silly mistake, no problem. Then i go back take the wolves, then move on to my red. Check the bush next to it, oh snap it's nunu invading. Let me ping yas mid laning vs a cho and trynd laning vs riven, we can get first blood here easy. Oh snap 5 secs later no one reacting. Oh snap i died to nunu jg and then they come 10 secs after i pinged them. Ok, they got him. I tell them they reacted slow and they need to pay attention but it's ok. Hey trynd im coming top (because riven at like 35% hp, trynd got just a bit more) pings. they are slightly more to trynds tower. As im nearing the tribush trynd backs and then tp's with full hp and items. Then he pushes the lane and pushes riven with it. OKayyyy. Let me jsut wait here another 10 secs see what happens. Nope riven under tower trynd still pushing. Okay i realize im wasting time now i need to farm because im already behind. Oh, snap was that cho in my jg!? Where is yas!? Pings the full hp trynd top lane who is now alone because riven had to back. oh he didnt notice (pings another 5 times). HOly fuck where why trynd not coming im right by my red. pings like a scared little bitch nonstop. Dies. (10-15 secs after my initial ping to trynd, trynd comes down) Trynd kills cho. Okay, im mad now because twice have i died in jungle now and no one pays attention to the map or my pings. Okay, i got to get tanky and push on though because i dont want to lose. (btw no one writes anything, no "oh my bad bro", " damn i was late", "sry not paying attention", nothing..) So then yas feeds the cho mid 0/3 by like 15mins. Then while im at jg the team decides to chase them into their jg and the mid tower open. I try to defend it but fed cho comes by and kills me and the team got rekt. now im 0/3. From then on whenever i help in team fights i die because i am behind in gold therefore in items. i help my team kill the adc but its not enough. i AFK at 20 mins because im frustrated at the lack of team work. 2 mins later i start playing again. Of course with the fed cho and me being so far behind and the team ahving bad communication and lack of teamwork as a result we have no hope of winning and ultimately lose. I lost with 3/11/5. NOw, the late game isn't what upsets me, the early game is what upsets me.
Anyone got any experience in this? I mean what could i do, im sure there wasn't much i coulda done. This must've just been one of those matchmaking-fucking-me-in-the-ass matches but i just needed to vent. By the end of writing this i feel much better. what you guys think though?
