I know I've gotten extremely toxic with people in the past, and recently too... but I feel like people push me to that point. I hate being an ass to people... it in no way shape or form feels good to act that way. Having said that, there are a ton of douche bags who play this game, and I shouldn't have to sit quietly and tolerate their behavior.
If you see rumble on the enemy team and decide you want to play Quinn top... I'm going to tell you it's a stupid decision, you will lose lane hard, and probably the entire game for the team. After I first pick yasuo, the rest of my team goes full ad. Support last picks Malzahar because "we need some ap".
Now factor in I started off doing quite well in the game, solo kills on talon.. avoiding rammus ganks. But then our lack of vision around the map catches up to us and we've been caught out roaming or trying to stop dragon to the point where my lead is more than gone. Lee sin decides it's best to go full AD lee sin, and as expected 30 minutes into the game Lee can't kill anyone on the enemy team despite his decent score line... especially their rammus.. who my entire team tries to focus in team fights.
Like... those people are doing incredibly stupid things. Focusing rammus is stupid, it's downright idiotic... they had talon, rumble, and a quite fed tristana... So I dive the back line... almost get a few kills but since my entire team is still hitting the rammus and doing jack squat we lose every team fight.
Here's where things get good. Team starts blaming me... because I 'threw my lead' and now we cant win... lol. It literally put me on instant full tilt, from Good job everyone let's have some fun to full caps I couldn't be paid to care about the outcome of this game. The funny thing is I was quite mean with them, but I don't feel like I was in the wrong at all, those assholes pushed me to that point with the accumulation of their trolling behavior and their clear lack of intelligence. Everyone but the adc in my last game should be banned from ever playing ranked games because they will do nothing but drag down people they play with. No one learns or gets any better playing with people like that because they misinform the rest of the team.. logic has no place with these people. It's just hey, we're doing bad... let me look at the tab menu and start yelling at someone... then the mindless followers jump on board, YEAH Yasuo threw his lead... that's why we're losing the game. GAAAAAAAH!
Sorry for the wall of text here but If I didn't type it out I'd be punching holes in the walls, screwing my hands up. So what have I learned from all this? I'm not playing normals anymore, at all, ever again. I'll play bots to learn new champions (to me) and ranked the rest of the time. Normals are infested with trolls and idiots and I'm afraid I'll get banned for letting these ass-hats push me too far.