why me?

now before everyone thinks im saying i lose only because my teammates suck, thats untrue. there are games where i get outplayed and lose and it's no one's fault but mine. i'd say about 1/4 of the games i play are like that. the rest is just people who can't seem to understand that if they die once to someone it's best not to facerush them all game. im getting really sick of knowing i can beat the whole enemy team but being unable to because no one else on my team can play safe and farm, or counterbuild, or just know when to go in for kills and when not to, so when i do leave lane i end up fighting a bunch of people on killing sprees. this shit ruins my stats, which actually got me booted from my 5's team. why the fuck can't people just not be stupid in soloq. you're not faker. stop fucking trying to be. over the last 3 days i've lost maybe 5 games out of 20 lost games because it was my own fault and i just played stupidly. the rest of the time, it's always me doing fine until 6/0 bot lane or whatever fucking lane happens to get fed that game comes in mine. if you try to tell people to be safe and not make bad decisions, you get told to stfu, get muted, and then they continue to feed. im so sick of it. im about ready to just quit this fucking game over it.