Had the most soul crushing fuck by RNG today

Morde vs Fiora top. Terrible matchup, but I'll do my best!

Lose first blood, it happens. But what's this? The minions are pushing? That sucks!

Fiora freezes the wave right in front of her turret, minions continue to push itself for five straight minutes

Fiora has 3 level advantage on me, finally the wave resets to the turret after I cleared a few jungle camps. Whats this? Kindred has a mark on our gromp, making her go top and tower dive me

Kindred stays top because it marks me over and over again giving her a reason to camp

They push together to my inhibitor, literally nothing I can do. Wasn't until they started to attack the inhibitor itself that I actually got someone to finally come fucking top (I was a solo with a four man premade, no surprise my lane had no attention)

Eventually lost from a massive lead. Ultimately, there was no right decision to make. Walking to lane would get me killed ultimately trying to get exp, and leaving lane for exp in jungle camps was too slow.

Honestly I tried my best and there was really nothing I could do. This probably could have been helped if the jungler had just babysat top for a while, or someone had come top before the inhibitor was being attacked.

RNG is a cruel mistress sometimes...

I even asked everyone in the game what the 'right thing to do' was, and they told me to 'play safe'

So my options were: A) continue what I was doing and not die in lane, playing safe. Outcome: reported for troll (which was what happened

or B) walk to lane in a desperate attempt for exp, die several times. Outcome: Reported for feed

Literally no winning there.