why i hate this community (read before you down vote)

Oddysseas·4/6/2015, 6:51:28 AM·6 votes·615 views

I used to be an inexperienced and horrible player at this game, my little experience of MMOs made me jump into ranked games as soon i got to lvl 30, i lost alot, i ruined my mmr, and i though that the beginning of a new season resets it, but it doesn't.

I was trapped in the hell of low elo. Bronze 5, i thought i could climb up but my redicilous 8-9 lp gains were not able to counter the 19-24 lp losses. I had to win 3 games so i can afford 1 loss! And yes one person doesn't always remain bad, people progress, people get better as they get more experience. But even a ridiculously high 60% winrate wasn't able to make any difference in my effort to climb out of bronze. I would win 5-6 matches in a row only to see my lp lost within 2 losses. My MMR was terrible and although it started getting better, the prossess is so slow.

I the amount of feeding in low elos is unreal, whether it was my team feeding or the enemy team, once one team feeds all balance is lost. I like slow paced games, i like taking it easy, but when people die here and there and your score is 1-0 but there have been 30 deaths around the map in other lanes, the enemy can be 6-7 and still will be stronger than you who are 1-0 ect. I know my cs isn't that great but still making up for so many kills is ridiculous.

Anyways this is why i hate thia community. NOONE is supportive, NOONE will ever say a good word. It's all about snobbism and mean, deconstuctive criticism. Noone tries to encourage or help people. I would post a board of how people in low elos play death matches and how the deaths are redicilous and people would downvote. I would say something needs to be fixed but it was always a downvote. People keep tryong to convince others that they suck and thus the reason why they have problems with the game, instead of taking a minute to think. Taking a munute to wonder what it is like to be in bronze. But no, it's always mean and evil criticism.

People who don't even know you try to convince you that you are bad. That you suck. Literaly sucking every last bit of confidence from you. Noone cares to give advice, tips, help but they all try to talk of how bad of a player you are. If i say that i ward more they will say it's not about warding, if i say i don't ward they will say it's all about warding. If i say i get better in cs they will say it not enough. It is NEVER enough. People make it seem like climbing out of bronze is a piece of cake even if you gain 8-10 lp amd losing 19-24. Noone even tries to understand what it is like to play with buchered mmr.

And i hate thia community mostly becaise of one reason. I used to be confident, i ised to feel i was a good player even if i wasn't. I used to think i am good and i can climb out of bronze. But thanks to thia community i lost all my confidence. I play even worse than before in my effort to improve. I feel like i am useless and i suck. I feel like i belong in bronze even tho deep down i know that i don't. But this community made me a worse player than what i was. They made me doubt myself more than even before. I used to play for fun to thinking i was good i won more games, but now i play to prove that i am good. I play worse trying to prove that i play better but i don't. I lose mpre games than ever cause this community made me actually believe that i suck.

I hate you for never saying a good word about anything. Never agreeing with me even to make me feel better but always disagreeing even when i was right. Always talking of how bad i am and how bronze ia where i belong.

Anyways. I am not a peraon that gets too much affected by othersm i used to not give any fcks about what others sayed and that actually made me play better. But then i though imma hear these people. Imma take them seriously. Imma hear what they have to say so that i can improve. And i shouldn't have. Not only i didn't become a better player but i became worst than before.....

I stopped believing in myself :(

24 Comments

EL HAMSTERO4/6/2015, 8:34:02 AM2 votes

you say you don't belong there but looking at some of your history im seeing 16-15, 8-7, 3-2, those types of scores. and those from games that you won.

there is nothing wrong with those scores exactly, but to me they make it look like you Are where you belong. honestly if a silver player came to bronze 4 they would win their lane almost every game and win it big. you wouldn't see 8-7 in a 36 minute Caitlyn victory that your team won 62 to 27.

EDIT: I looked up the vayne you laned against that game. he is 4-12 in bronze V and he out cs'ed you by 50 that game. I think you are exactly where you belong.

Rustling Bush4/6/2015, 6:55:19 AM1 votes

honestly, i don't even really bother with rank, just play casually and you'll have alot more fun. but if your looking for a slower pace moba like lol then you should try dota, those games are slow af

disregardable4/6/2015, 7:00:00 AM1 votes

It is NEVER enough.

7-8 CS/minute, 10 wards a game (when not support), no more than 3 deaths, at least a 50% contribution per kill. Have those stats in 4/5ths of your games and you'll hit silver easily.

Also, the community didn't make you stop believing in yourself. That's just how you chose to react.

1 800 MID LANE4/6/2015, 7:00:35 AM1 votes

Just to clear something up, it's an RTS more than MMO.

Other than that, I know what you mean, but it's really that way in any sort of PvP game. If you're bad, they hate you for it. I really do understand, though. It takes practice and an "I don't care," attitude to get through the a**holes.

Lime Josh4/6/2015, 8:52:22 AM1 votes

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I used to be an inexperienced and horrible player at this game, my little experience of MMOs made me jump into ranked games as soon i got to lvl 30, i lost alot, i ruined my mmr, and i though that the beginning of a new season resets it, but it doesn't.

I was trapped in the hell of low elo. Bronze 5, i thought i could climb up but my redicilous 8-9 lp gains were not able to counter the 19-24 lp losses. I had to win 3 games so i can afford 1 loss! And yes one person doesn't always remain bad, people progress, people get better as they get more experience. But even a ridiculously high 60% winrate wasn't able to make any difference in my effort to climb out of bronze. I would win 5-6 matches in a row only to see my lp lost within 2 losses. My MMR was terrible and although it started getting better, the prossess is so slow.

I the amount of feeding in low elos is unreal, whether it was my team feeding or the enemy team, once one team feeds all balance is lost. I like slow paced games, i like taking it easy, but when people die here and there and your score is 1-0 but there have been 30 deaths around the map in other lanes, the enemy can be 6-7 and still will be stronger than you who are 1-0 ect. I know my cs isn't that great but still making up for so many kills is ridiculous.

Anyways this is why i hate thia community. NOONE is supportive, NOONE will ever say a good word. It's all about snobbism and mean, deconstuctive criticism. Noone tries to encourage or help people. I would post a board of how people in low elos play death matches and how the deaths are redicilous and people would downvote. I would say something needs to be fixed but it was always a downvote. People keep tryong to convince others that they suck and thus the reason why they have problems with the game, instead of taking a minute to think. Taking a munute to wonder what it is like to be in bronze. But no, it's always mean and evil criticism.

People who don't even know you try to convince you that you are bad. That you suck. Literaly sucking every last bit of confidence from you. Noone cares to give advice, tips, help but they all try to talk of how bad of a player you are. If i say that i ward more they will say it's not about warding, if i say i don't ward they will say it's all about warding. If i say i get better in cs they will say it not enough. It is NEVER enough. People make it seem like climbing out of bronze is a piece of cake even if you gain 8-10 lp amd losing 19-24. Noone even tries to understand what it is like to play with buchered mmr.

And i hate thia community mostly becaise of one reason. I used to be confident, i ised to feel i was a good player even if i wasn't. I used to think i am good and i can climb out of bronze. But thanks to thia community i lost all my confidence. I play even worse than before in my effort to improve. I feel like i am useless and i suck. I feel like i belong in bronze even tho deep down i know that i don't. But this community made me a worse player than what i was. They made me doubt myself more than even before. I used to play for fun to thinking i was good i won more games, but now i play to prove that i am good. I play worse trying to prove that i play better but i don't. I lose mpre games than ever cause this community made me actually believe that i suck.

I hate you for never saying a good word about anything. Never agreeing with me even to make me feel better but always disagreeing even when i was right. Always talking of how bad i am and how bronze ia where i belong.

Anyways. I am not a peraon that gets too much affected by othersm i used to not give any fcks about what others sayed and that actually made me play better. But then i though imma hear these people. Imma take them seriously. Imma hear what they have to say so that i can improve. And i shouldn't have. Not only i didn't become a better player but i became worst than before.....

I stopped believing in myself :(

this is and another response is 100%. It was like playing H3 trying 2 get your 50, the more games you played the harder it is to rank up, eventuely being level locked and getting no "LP". Atleast im glad @ the match history so when kids say shit like "you went 3-9-3 and I can tell their dumbass to view the kill history and see i was 3-1-1 before the 0-7 braum and 2-8 lucian fed the other lanes. Stats don't mean shit in this game and idgaf what anyone says because in lower elows they are corrupt by other laners feeding, trolls and afks

Fredart4/7/2015, 4:48:00 AM1 votes

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