I agree, i have a lot to improve on, and i also agree most of the reason I lose is because i get disheartened when top/mid lane is 0/10 at 5 minutes, but that doesn't seem fair. Why am I being punished because my team lost the game before it began? I don't play champions that can carry, i don't think I should have to change my champion pool and playstyle simply because I can't 1v5 them and take all objectives by myself... if i could do that I wouldn't be complaining about Low Elo, my issue is I can't climb by improving my skills alone, I need my teammates to be just as skilled. The current state of the game is "pick a snowbally champ and get several kills, end the game by 15 minutes" so when Top or Mid has already given up 7+ kills it feels like the game is over since that enemy is now pressuring ALL lanes by themselves.
if i don't initiate no one will, If i do initiate i do it alone because no one will follow, if i try to split my team will either run in 1 by 1 and die or not push so i get hunted down, if i try to take objectives i need to spam pings and only 50% of the time will they listen, I try to be the shot caller but they call me noob or ignore me, etc.... I need to find away to carry my entire team, but so far i havent found it and im just continually losing, so this is where the frustration is.