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I don't know why I try.

Niyumi··2 votes·518 views

I really don't. I don't know why I try to have fun in this shitty F2P cash grab.

  • I don't enjoy the fact that literally every champion I enjoy is garbage tier, while every braindead clicker is godlike.

  • I don't enjoy the fact that the team with more CC wins, hands down.

  • I fucking hate Beck and his greedy little asshole design philosophies.

  • I can't stand the fact that, even if I come out of lane 20/2, I still lose because of the morons I'm forced to play with.

... I hate this game. I really do. But, thanks to the gimme generation, there aren't any MMOs left that are enjoyable. Everything is so simplified and pandering these days that there's nothing left that's even remotely entertaining or challenging. Oh sure, I could play a console game, but they only last a couple days at best. I played WoW for more than 10 years, then they went and killed it and made it so simplistic that I just couldn't stand it, and haven't logged in since -- and that was two years ago.

I just miss having something enjoyable. But, even playing a game I hate beats staring at a wall.

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Support Bοt1 votes

You are depressed. Change your environmental. Go outside. Take a breath from PC.

Niyumi1 votes

I've been depressed since I was little. As far as I know, "depression" is normal. There is no happy, there is no content. There's just bitter, sad, detached, all that.

Support Bοt1 votes

You little crying baby. Get a life man. If a game is a reason to cry for you, you dont deserve to be happy.

Niyumi1 votes

No, a game isn't a reason to cry, you're right about that. But, my depression isn't because of games.

See, I grew up entirely alone. I never had friends, and my family hated me for as long as I can remember. Never hugged a girl or even been on a date (at 22 years old, getting close to 23). At work, they're thinking of firing me because the GM and his assistant don't like me. Every day, my family tells me how much they wish I'd move out, how I'm a retard, how I'm a freak, how I'm weird, all that. Still don't have friends either, and any attempts at making them just don't work in the slightest.

Couple that with the fact that I live in a society built on greed and vanity, despite having neither of those character flaws, and it's just not fun. Also have crippling anxiety to go along with all the rest too.

Now, imagine you have my life, and there are very, very few enjoyable things in life. Video games were one of those things. But, as time went on, more and more greedy, asinine suits infiltrated and corrupted gaming. My childhood hobby that I loved growing up, that one escape to a reality that I'm not miserable in? Yeah, that was ripped away from me. Now, I get to sit here and watch it be slowly tortured to death, and knowing there's not a damn thing I can do about it, since there isn't as much money in the way things used to be.

Yeah. Sorry if I'm not just ecstatic.

Kings Avatar1 votes

trolls be trolls

BlkStar1001 votes

Wait for nexus siege .

Niyumi1 votes

I don't care about Nexus Siege. I don't like this game at all. If I could find a game that lasts more than a day, I would quit this fucking F2P cash grab pile of shit and never come back.

rtbf2624901 votes

I heard outside is really a great MMO --> Massively Multiplayer Outside, it is not exactly f2p and It does have an end game but just depends on your luck.

MISTAFUNKTASTIC1 votes

I feel bad you're having a rough season. :(

You could try World of Tanks. It's simple but complex, similar to chess.

Pros: Simple mechanics Lots of content Immersion in historical tank combat. 3 good people can carry a match (typical pug match is 15 on 15) Matches last 5-10 minutes max. Reduces tilting factor of having a bad game.

Cons: Grind is awful without a premium account (about $10 a month, but game is technically "free to play") Camouflage, and penetration mechanics are not obvious in game. (lots of online resources to learn though) Majority of player-base doesn't understand game mechanics/map awareness (hey wait, are we talking about LoL? :D) I burnt out, but I did play about 5-6000 matches in a little over a year.

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