Why do I even try?
'cause, really, it doesn't matter how fucking good or bad I do, I lose anyway. Nearly every game I lose, I have a 3+:1 KDA, win my lane, don't feed, contest and sometimes steal objectives, control the lanes, all that. But, you know, it really doesn't matter what I do, since the game is determined by four other morons who make a stick look like Einstein.
So, really, why do I even bother trying? Nothing will come out of it anyway.