Every season my account literally gets ****ed

I don't get how every season I get unlucky. And I am not listening to "you suck ass" bullshit. I know that... but I also know how "good" I am meaning I know what rank range I belong to. I am a very consistent player and know my elo. Needless to say I hate start of new seasons, but literally every year I get wrecked by it. It's so boring and predictable. I almost wouldn't care if it weren't for the fact that for every person who gets fucked and unlucky there are players who get lucky. Fuck them. Honestly. Getting carried all the time its disgusting. I would say 2 out maybe last 10 adcs I have played against were better adcs than me. Now... I am not an adc main... although I have mained it before and reached same rank as my main role jungle. I would accept losing if I was getting fucked in lane and or just going even and then fucking it up but its mostly been the opposite. Get fed then try and play with team and get run over. Or like last game basically be in an unwinnable situation from champ select. If you told me "yo as with support you will be 4-2 and up in cs over with jungle & fed mid (lets face it we all knew she was going to get fed off ) I would have taken it. But even then I knew it was all a cruel illusion. Obviously next time teammate got caught or however a team fight would start we were obviously beyond fucked and of course that's what happened.

And if I ask anyone they be like.... omg dude your win rate with adc so bad stop playing it. Hell I would give others that same advice. But why? why the fuck should I have to? I have been a higher rank in this game playing adc than any other role. I literally win lane almost every game. Of course there are things I can work on I know that. But the fucked part is.... and if you truley watched these games... you would see how bad these other adcs are. Like..... I get getting out played but holy fuck I have lost to so many damn brain dead fucks lately it's insane. You look at their prior season "huh..... silver.... been silver last 3 seasons but now there gold... hmm interesting". Watch them stand in lane autoing minions while getting ganked and dying, proceed to do that all game. But then by some miracle they get to just do that auto attacking behind their team front line and get a quad kill and then win the game. You look at their last 10 games and they have like 80% win rate, overall like 55%-60% win rate and you think "that's strange I know I am bad but that player is literally dog shit". Meanwhile I am sitting here rocking a 40% win rate at the point willing to suck dick for a win. "I will suck your D just give me one tank ! just one tank o lord riot! who knows how to peel".

And then players say "you just tilted man". LOL boy let me tell you about tilt. I know all about tilt, I am tilted right now. But I was not tilted before 95% of my games. Only after the screen says Loss. And yes of course I have multiple accounts and of course those other accounts miraculously have high win rates. Do I play better on those accounts? Nope..... Less anxiety? na.... I pay way more attention on my main and don't have any anxiety playing besides just the standard salty veins you get for attempting to play this game. I have played this game forever and have played thousands of ranked games so I don't stress playing ranked. The only difference is... on this account I have to play my best + an additional 100% just to have a chance to win even a single game and on others I by some miracle only have to worry about not throwing cuz I will get carried so I don't even have to pay attention.

I think this game has just reached to large of a difference point. Riot basically only cares to balance around LCS, which honestly I don't blame them and high elo. Which god forbid you main a champ that is considered OP in high elo because once they finally done nerfing that champ it's literally un playable unless you in the like top 2% of players. I guess maybe even like mid plat sometimes. But right now... idk.... I watch LCS and most games boring as fuck. You watch high elo streamers and they seem to have a good grasp of game. Not even sure if they like the game or hate it anymore. I know I personally think the game is dog shit and hate myself for even still playing it. I just can't stand how much damage every fucking champion does. You step out of place 1 time for a second and your fucking dead... to tanks no less.... god forbid enemy team has damage there with them. Like last game..... my 3rd death came from trying to help stop from taking our fucking inhib turret because got fucked all game and was beyond tilted. Of course... tilting as fuck to lane against but Riot will never give a shit so not point even bring her up. But yea... so we go to 3 man fight her and of course... we all know her ult coming. I do my best to stand back... hell I got 2 others will me... if we stay spread out maybe we have a chance. NOPE LMFAO. LIterally... 2.... 2 FUCKING TENTACLES land on me literally instanlty.... and I die... FROM FULL FUCKING HEALTH. So you know... 5-3 & w/e Ill probably 2 items literally one shots ahead enemy adc because... balance.... game health? Idk.... Just such a hopeless feeling.

And you can't even enjoy laning as bot anymore. I remember back int he day when I didn't have to give a shit if my support was a feeder because I could just 2v1 the lane. But now... everyone does so much damage it almost impossible to 2v1 bot lane. Supports will literally take over half your hp with 1 round of their abilities. You can die from ganks if you have full health flash & Heal if you get slowed or stunned for a second.

I will let Hash talk about top... top always been pretty shit though so fuck it lord knows I will never main that lane.

So I guess I go back to mid or jungle. Although no champs I personally enjoy playing mid are "strong" so no point playing it. Spamming was fun but Riot had to see to its end. Honestly... he still strong but.... with those ult cd nerfs and all his damage nerfs and beingi n low elo...... no way unless you have a good team are you going to get fed enough to carry a low elo game with anymore. But once again..... have to balance around high elo so I get it. Just sucks for us shittier players :(. Back to only versing assasins mid and controling lane but then watching them reach 1 item and isntant kill you from full health with or but hey that's healthy gameplay right Riot?

"well you just have to stick to 1-2 champs and play 1 role and blah blah blah"... fuckers I know.... Yes... I will be shit ass gold again someday... I get it. But honestly the struggle to get there right now makes this game so boring. And even then.... its jsut a shit rank so doesn't matter. Guess I just miss being around potentially a new personal rank not achieved before but because rank resets and cursed accounts and how long it takes to get back I lose all energy for grind by the time I get back to where I was.

By the way... the mianing 1 role and couple champs thing so true. People can talk shit about how bad I am but at least I can hit at least gold playing all roles and gold 3+ in all but maybe top. Which yea... not that great but at least I am consistent. How many of you plat players can hit plat in more than just 1 role? Maybe half? But how many of you plat 5s can? Maybe like 10?20 of you.