When am I supposed to stop carring about my terrible win rate?
Dumb title but honestly I don't know what to do anymore I just don't get this season at all. As always in my rant post, I want to say I know I am no where close to a great player. There are areas I need to improve on just like most players and I will continue to try and do that. But there are two things I do know.
- Gold is not challenger, so I don't need to play perfect.
- I am at the very least a consistent mid gold player.
http://na.op.gg/summoner/userName=dukues
Then why after 72 solo/duo games do I still have a 40% win rate in silver?
lol it's not like I stopped playing for months and just came back I literally played probably 50 games during preseason. I ranked from gold 4 to gold 3 100lp quickly and at one point had plat 4 mmr (according to op.gg), I mean obviously I got on a lucky win streak but games were fun, competitive and exciting for me. Then I decided to play flex queue solo where I was stuck in silver 4 at end of season. Ranked from silver 4 100 lp to gold 5 in a week and went from less than 50% win rate to 57% win rate.
Why does this matter? Like... I know I am not good but its to paint a picture showing I know I can consistently play at a higher level than where I am currently at and to show I was doing well even with preseason changes.
Now... I did troll myself by playing on a tilt streak and also spamming adc. I still don't think I should have such a terrible w/r as adc as I do when I was playing better in most those games than the enemy adcs and almost any of my current adcs, but w/e. So back to jungle I go.
But even in jungle winning seems to be mostly about luck. Most losses come from uncontrollable feeding bot lanes. And my last 2
games? As far as a low elo in gold to silver range goes they were close to fucking beautiful. Yet.... only win 1 of them and better yet the only reason I even won the first is because
stupid op especially in shit elo so me and him could 2v5 fights or I probably would have lost that game too.
Riot, honestly you can change the game, change the meta, make new maps, do w/e. But your game still always going to be held back by crap match making. Now... looking back through my past games yea.... teams look even. But its like a post awhile back said according to league match making a 20-20-20-20-20 = 100 mmr verse 10-10-40-20-20 = 100 mmr looks even on paper, but ends up in reality netting to just terrible games. And even then shouldn't the higher mmr person win? hell probably but everyone does so much fucking damage these days the high mmr person get cc'd for 1 sec in a late game team fight they dead before they can outplay so it doesn't matter.
Just want to get back to playing "competitive" ranked games again. I get there will be stomps time to time. But right now... games seem like such a joke its hard to even queue up.
. Which with 16 kills obviously I would a lot.
do? Runs up mid... dies 1v1 to enemy
. Like...... fucking dumb man can't even make this shit up. Even dumber? the dude either a smurf or like.... spams normal. First ranked season, has a number suggesting his multiple accounts, averages 9/10 c/s min in past games (no one does that in silver/low gold hell probs high gold). Yet.... keeps trying to front line all game even when being told to sit back a bit. Instant Dies to enemy
and
plus our top
was behind. I ran top and solo killed the