screw matchmaking, I don't know what to do anymore, tilted beyond belief
I started today at 20 LP, I won all of my games up to promos, and then had the worst team experiences ever, and now I hit a loss streak that has put me back at -3 LP, -3 because I dodged at 0 LP because I was autofilled and didn't feel like playing.
I was Diamond 5 89 LP 2 weeks ago, I lost a few games, and then tilted on a lot of games that demoted me from Diamond 5. Yes, I admit, being demoted from Diamond 5 was primarily my fault, but getting shoved down all the way to Plat 4 0 LP, and not being able to climb out? Fuck that.
No matter what I do, 2v1 the mid laner and jungle, end up 5/1/3 with 7.5-9 CS/min at 17 minutes? You better believe my top lane is 50 CS down with ignite so he can't teleport anywhere, and my bot lane ADC is 1/5/3 while my support types the entire game of how bad the ADC is.
The enemy top laner picked a decent top lane (
)? Better choose 
for my team and handicap the team of CC and any valuable team fighting abilities.
I haven't even mentioned anything about losing games to AFKs, ragers that sit in fountain that don't want to play anymore, or actual trolls.
And then while you're on that dry loss streak, the system decides to autofill you to support, so that you have little to no impact on the top side and mid side of the map while your ADC can't side step anything to save his life.
I have almost 1500 Ranked games this season, yet I'm currently lower than where I ended last season. That makes zero fucking sense as I know that I have improved substantially since last season. I carried games when I was in Diamond 5, I had higher than average MMR, my opponents were around Diamond 3.
I guarantee that if I had a smurf account, I could get to Diamond in a flash compared to my main account.
I have the confidence to say that I could fuck any Masters/high Diamond player in a game, I'm confident in this because I know my skills compared to challenger streams and videos of high elo players. This system does no recognize skill, it's luck. Some of the people in high elo don't deserve to be there. 10% of challenger players and 20-30% of Diamond players are there because of luck/boosted/bought accounts. I say luck because of the many factors that come into play that increase your chances of winning. They always get the decent team comps. The people that have enough brains not to throw games, that actually land skill shots, that have some game sense, and less ragers/trolls.
I know the above paragraph to be a fact, I went up from Plat 5 0 LP to that high Diamond 5 in less than a week and a half, why? Because I started having good luck with teammates that I didn't need to baby sit, I wasn't 1v9ing all the time.
Fuck this matchmaking bull shit. Fix it so that it stops punishing people for being on win streaks, make it more rewarding for good players compared to there relative elo.
