Feels Good, Man. Feels Real Good.
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Backstory; Been with League since it came out of Beta (Release XZ anyone?) And I haven't played a game of League in literally 15 months (march 15 2016)
Back then the community seemed more toxic, so I didn't like ranked much, but I dabbled in it. I would try to play Top or Jungle because I liked not having to deal with others... I was debatably adequate.
Anyway, came back a day or two ago and said "F- it! Imm'a play support, and put vision down and do what I can to enable the rest of my team to do well. If we lose, w/e, we tried. If we win, that is even Great!!-er"
So I picked up my longtime BAE / Waifu, second to none, Leona, and queued up. I'd be lying if I didn't recognize my first 4 games (and a 5th with a fairly effective troll) as.... rough, very rough . Both for me, and my team making bad calls, but I just kept saying "I can do better, I can get more & better vision down, I can be more of a lane presence, I can help my team make good decisions. Next Game, Do It."
As the rust was knocked off, and I got thankfully somewhat competent lane partners, all of a sudden placing vision became easier, roaming a little more fluid, and near instantly things worked out mostly properly...
I'm still only 8 games in to placements, with plenty of room for improvements, at 4-4, but I went from Cs, to two A+s and an A in my last 3 games. ...And I got to say, that Feels good (Though I'd argue One of the two A+s should be S).
My most recent game though, in the post game lobby I was checking the stats and seeing how I improved, and where I could do a little better, then looked at chat and scrolled up to see two members of my team talking about my lane (Posted at top). And for an 8th game after a 15 month Hiatus, to see that kind of credit given in my direction... Yeah, That feels good, man. That feels REAL Good.
TL:DNR;
In closing, now that I've completely jinxed myself to terrible games from here on out, I just wanted to say "Thank You" to my teamates.
Both those that recognized my contributions and skills, and those that just quietly did their jobs next to me, enabling our team to win.
Good Job you bunch of Randos.
Edit - 2nd Post is a real reply, 3rd post is Shout-outs to the people I had my good games with. It seems painfully long, so skip it if you want.