Game right now is in a state

That if you dont play/abuse the meta you litterally handicap yourself.

TOP:
Mid: ADC: Jungle: Support isnt a carry role only the items are overtuned atm otherwhise healthy role.

But yeh if i dont pick one of these champs for the said roles i feel like my win % is gonna be litterally fucking 10% Every game is the same shit you try to shut down these champs but it doesnt even fucking work you have to spend 15mins right next to the said lane or the champ automaticly becomes a huge problem that is hardly able to be dealt with. Is it me? did i just suddently started completely sucking at the game or is the enforced meta a HUGE fucking problem? this is a semi rant i want a discussion here. i'm rly mindfucked atm and the game litterally is dragging me back to my former really toxic self. and i rly dont wanna become toxic again. i'm a mid diamond level player i'm not a god at the game but sure as fuck i have tons of game knowledge but i simply cant win anymore lol....unless i play something broken