i think i just broke my nerves

the first loss we had the win on a platter nad then my trundle started walking into the enemy team 3 times until they took baron and just ended the game. we were dominating so hard but they got the gold advantage while we were struggling to control the trundle.

the next game we were winning so hard and when it cme to ending, my jungler kept getting caught by the xerath supoport when he kept trying to dive him. he ended up falling behind 5 levels but he kept doing it over and over. my drvaen kept flashing into the malzahar and i couldnt fend off the gp ez and vi cc. my yasuo kept seperating and trying to backdoor a turret?

how is that 2 losses counted against me? i had the most gold in the last game and the second most gold? how exactly did i not qualify for the next league if this is what i was given? how exactly do i play any more games on this acc if i know for a fact i shouldnt even be in the same elo i was the day before?

this was my d5 promo btw. i lost those 2 games which were both out of my hand...