Finally realized why I can't win...
And no, it's not because I suck! ...Okay, I do suck, but it's certainly not the problem.
See, I've mentioned two threads now how I always play with my brother, and his friends. You know - guys who're at levels 70 - 120. Guys who've played for years. Guys who are at a high elo.
I'm losing, dying, and sucking big ones, because my own elo is more like Bronze V, while they're more like Silver IV. Everyone I have played against in the past few... Every single game I've ever actually played, have been at a higher elo, playing longer, playing better, doing better, than I ever have, and probably ever will. Just the realization that this is why I have been having such crap luck with the game is like a light on my life, and a really depressing realization:
I just suck and probably ain't getting out of the lowest of the low in elo. Pretty sure it doesn't matter how well I play, myself... Just matters if the team I'm on does well. Or however elo is calculated for draft/blind... So probably best if I stop playing with the big boys and just stick with the salty babies of Bronze V, right?
depending on your team's composition. They are the champs which ruin the elo.