I love losing every ranked game being the MVP of most games

Like.... not going to pretend im great but fuck man I can't even queue up anymore. Almost a decade of playing this game and I am just so bored and sadly its not of League it's just match making. Literally had one of my best jungle games in forever was like 40 cs ahead of a fucking jungle ...... 10-3 at one point and somehow we can't manage to end the game. 2 inhibs down with baron and people just run at the enemy die and extend the game until we lose.

Then I have a 20+ kill jinx game and our won't stop spltting bot and getting caught so game ends because its 40 mins in and we lose team fight. well I mean ... it's silver.... so other 3 teammates god mid verse 5 and die before I can join them even though it was obvious they were just going to rush and run over them. But god forbid people listen to back pings.

I'm old... I am tired. I am so sick of going on huge losing streaks being "Ace" or "MVP" of game (although op.gg has some funky ratings sometimes so it probably don't mean much).

Don't even feel like looking at peoples ranks I reallly can't tell if someone was like high or low gold last season or if there fucking bronze. Shit blends together so much these days. I feel season 9 better than 8 but its still shit compared to how the game used to be.

I don't get how other people play through this bullshit. There no consistency at all its crazy you can call this ranked honestly. Its literally worse mming than norms and norms mming is fucked lol.