It's starting to get to me
The toxicity of players is starting to crack the shell of my patience. Every game I come out of that has them, I feel myself getting closer and closer to just giving in and shouting at them in chat until I get chat restricted. But I fight it, because I know they win as soon as I do. Why should anyone have to suffer such inner turmoil for the sake of being "good"? It feels like being toxic has no risk or punishment to it. Trying to keep the moral high ground makes me hate myself for putting up with it
