I dont even feel like im earning blue essense at all

at least you didn't get a xin Zhao in a capsule, ally earns an s 2 games later for me to get a chest, to open it and get 2 more xin Zhao

did I forget to mention I already own him?

opened champion capsule and only got

Same, I've grinded to level 41 already because i really want the Urf skin. But I'm still 20k away and i doubt i'll get it in time, even with the xp boosts. It honestly really bums me out considering it's the only skin i need and i've been waiting 3 years for the chance to snag it.