im on a 4 loss streak where every single game my jungler has fucked me over.

my first 2 games i was support and we got 4 man dived about 4 times before 20 minutes. we requested help from the entire team but got 0 assistance. we lost those games because regardless of us 4v2ing, our top went 2-11 and the game after that was a 3-7 mid who went afk.

the game after that i got a ww jungle who i begged not to play him because they ahd an eve. he refused and ended up going 0-2-0 before 6 minutes. i got dove 4 times and was helpless. we lost because even though i got camped, my bot was losing the 2v2.

the game after that i was 2v1ing a fiddle and a tank fizz. i came out on top but my bot lost and my jungler was useless. he refused to gank or take drag or even show his face for 20 minutes.

so i gotta ask, as a diamond player who has been toxic throughout his league career, how is this game sopposed to make me feel? how is it every game im sopposed to just be cool after being handed a disadvantage. what is it with the matchmaking that gives me the people that "tilt" or "afk" or pick warwick jungle?