League, I loved you. But its over now.
League of Legends -
I'm just so angry every single game i play you. I loved you more than I've ever loved a game before, but as much as I hate to admit it.... It's over. I've played for years but something is different. I've been forcing myself to play games, just trying to get the love back. But its gone. I hate it, but its gone.
It started with the season rollback, that broke my heart. In the previous years, it still sucked really bad but I knew I could climb back up easy, and I did. Now, it's like looking up at a solid wall of concrete a mile high with a broken arm. Instead of jumping back in, I'm just standing here walking back slowly going "Theres just no way I can do that again". Theres no place for me anymore.
Then came the absurd win rate champions, that broke my spirit. I've always played off-meta champs. But now, theres no place for them. There are only the select elite which are in every single game, and I see the same repeated results every single time. "Why don't you play the op champs then" because thats not my thing. I've never done that and in the past I climbed consistently while feeling unique. I made it to plat 4 feeling like I forged my own way. There's no place for a me anymore.
Finally, the dynamic que. That broke my passion. I've been a mid main my whole league life. I never had a problem getting mid in previous seasons. Sure sometimes I did other things, but most of the time, people were cool with letting me mid if I asked. Then dynamic que came and I thought "Oh wow mid all the time, this is gonna be great!" Only to find that I get mid roughly 20% of the time (sampled from 110 games) even though I que it as my primary role. I'm a mid main, that was my thing. Again, theres no place for me anymore.
League, you have evolved. Good for you. I'm happy you have grown. But you've changed, and I just cant do this anymore. Not saying you should change back, I just cant go with you to wherever you are going. But please let me say thank you for all the memories and good times, you are sorely missed but not forgotten. You had a huge impact on my life in a positive way, thank you.
Best of luck to you League, I hope you find what you are looking for.
Sincerely,
Meteor Driz
Obviously haven't played mua! <3