I never thought people were like this...
I am a genuine believer that people have bad games from time to time.. and I don't even understand why I need to "believe" that and people are so ignorant to say that "bad games don't happen" but that's what happened to me.. that and I had a lot of lagspikes. I will admit, at the start of the game I invaded a Lee Sin after stopping his gank topside and I got his flash then died. I was feeling emotional after a rather unforgiving loss in an earlier game and I let my frustration out on my laners a bit asking "Why are the laners allowed to roam?"
To that end, I received harsh treatment and the lagspikes began around 18minutes of the game to which I had no luck doing anything and ended up dying.. a lot. I hardly spoke throughout the game because I knew there was nothing I can say or do to justify my position to ignorance. I didn't mention the lag, I didn't mention that I was tilted. Really, I didn't say anything throughout the entire game. It got to the point where the team told me to kill myself. I'll be honest, I've had plenty of people flame me for silly things and for appropriately marked mistakes. However, I am SO depressed that our community is legitimately this MORALLY wrong. And i'm sorry of being ignorant of people like this actually existing. I have played this game for so many years and I didn't realize people get bullied to this extent. To those of you tossing words like that as if they were nothing, I hope you have something, someone, anything that shows you how demented and absolutely disgusting your behavior is. I hope riot, honest to God, sees behavior like this and actually finds ways to purge or at least punish it. My heart goes out to everyone who suffers from depression or has had a bad day and wants to play League only to receive such demented words be uttered by truly sick people.