im going to be honest for a second.
i miss being bronze. im not saying i miss the toxic idiots that iv met down in that elo, what i miss is the super laid back games (at least in normals) where no one was too serious and you could try nearly any strat. i miss not having to stick stupidly close to the meta without getting stomped for it. i miss being able to carry almost every game no matter how bad my team and being able to say "dont worry we got this" and not be lieing to myself because the other team got a lead on us.
when i first got gold last season it was the best feeling iv gotten in a long time and it only felt better knowing i got it SUPER CLOSE to the end of the season because i knew i improved as a player, but right now i feel like im improveing without actually getting anything for it.
maybe its because some of the champs i used to like playing got reworked or people are just getting too serious for me (i mean like some people will get mad at you in **aram **from trying to enjoy yourself) but im struggleing to have fun now.