Trying not to blame other players?
But when your Darius with the dunk skin loses to Lee Sin top (no jungler) and dies 3+ times in first 10 minutes...hard not to shut my mouth. I didn't say anything though, to anybody. Did that fix the problem? Did he stop feeding or did we win? Nope.
I know from experience if you open your mouth 1 or more teammates will go off on you with go-to words like toxic, whining or crybaby. This is in fact toxic as hell and involves the whole team so I shut my mouth now. But it feels like I'm just boiling over, struggling to contain these thoughts but not be able to release it. Makes the game a fking terrible experience, the same as if I got the whole team on tilt by opening my mouth.
Btw I'm not saying I'm in elo hell or whatever, I don't care about my rank. I just play to try to beat other people. So this is nothing to do with "get good and carry", it doesn't matter if I'm carrying if I see dumb shiet I wanna say something about it.