Being perma banned is actually a very positive experience for me

So I got perma banned about a month ago and bitched about it for my account back, but having been perma banned was a really positive experience for me.

This account is my new account and I have been enjoying the game more, not in that I am stomping, but that it made me remember how I was when I first started the game, just doing troll shit that was fun like ADC Zed.

I wasn't banned for being toxic in game but for an inappropriate name. The game has been more enjoyable for me and I am not stressed out as much as before playing, possibly due to being back on my pills.

I wasn't very consistent as a player and person as I was constantly changing names, champions, and removing friends to try to feel better. Since I now have a name that I really like, a champion that I can play over and over again without getting bored(Illaoi), and having friends that I can enjoy playing with.

Thanks for reading this, I needed that perma ban to get out of my cycle of stress.