After losing several normals to players FAR better than I am, I've finally snapped.
Now I'm chat restricted and honor level 0.
I'll continue to lose to plat/diamond players, and even if I do finally fix my MMR after dozens of losses, now I can't even earn anything for doing well so it's all pointless.
Why don't I just feed every game now? The game's just going to mock me if I have the audacity to earn a good ranking somehow.
I'm sick of being told you can learn more by playing against better players. There's an upper limit to that. If the other player is TOO good, you get stomped too hard to figure out what you're even doing right or wrong.
I'm really not that good, and I don't want to be thrown against plat/diamond players in normals. Where am I supposed to practice if I can't play norms without being hopelessly stomped and tilted off the planet?