The 3 things I hate about being perma banned are runes, lack of champs, and rune pages

It's a struggle to try to grind ip for runes and champs again. I'm gold 1 and I still dont have enough ip for an AP rune page. I also have a very small champ pool(23?).

I'm not asking to get unbanned, want ip/rp, or saying I didnt deserve a ban, just wanted to get this off my chest.

Also I feel I will get banned sooner or later again because whenever I do poorly in game I tell my team mates to report me as I am the reason we lose. Trying to fix that.

First ban was bad name.