Kind of losing the will to log in anymore.

So, I'm not getting my season rewards this year after working my fucking ass off. Got a 14 day ban like a month ago.

Wanna know what I got a 14-day ban for? Complaining about champs being broken in chat. Never flamed anyone, was never "toxic," but apparently being negative and a tiny bit passive aggressive is the equivalent of trolling, feeding, actual flaming, and all that fun stuff.

When I asked a support agent why I was banned, they basically told me that they treat negativity as harshly as they do anything else (which is absurd, since you can't expect people to ALWAYS be happy, especially in a competitive game, and some people are just naturally pessimistic). When I asked what rule I was breaking, or where I was breaking the Summoner's Code, I was told that Riot doesn't need a reason, as per the TOS (and that clause should honestly be illegal, I can imagine so much abuse through it).

It just makes me feel like playing at this point is useless, since I know I'll just get frustrated again and start complaining in chat, and the next step is a permanent ban. It's just how I vent - especially since I play alone and don't have anyone to talk to, and if I make the smallest sound my dad turns off my internet (which ruins games for my teammates, by the way, unlike me complaining). I enjoy the game, even if I hate the people that run it, but I'm afraid to even log in, thinking I'll see that wonderful little window showing off how "awful" a person I am. Best part is that I've been acting exactly like I am now since I started almost four years ago, but I've only been punished at all in the last few months.

All that really kind of kills my enjoyment of this game, because I know that everything I do is pointless since I have level 0 honor forever now, and won't get any season rewards. I have every champ, and I have rank 7 on like 40 champs, so I don't have anything else to work towards. I don't have any friends, and I have no other games to play that I don't get bored of, so this game was kind of all I had to enjoy -- and even then, League is losing its appeal because of greed and this fucking ban bot.

I know no one cares. Hell, I wouldn't have anything to say to a thread like this but snide remarks about Riot. It's just that complaining is kind of cathartic for me.

Edit: Since everyone wants chat logs, here, someone copied them for you.