Anyone feel like they can't switch from the champ that you mained for so long

So here's why i feel this way. Ever since i started playing lol, I've always been a shyvana main. Early days, i destroyed top lane late s4 preseason 5 period. Before the class reworks. Stopped and moved to ryze and that stopped. Sated devour gets added and i quickly learn jg with shyvana though my pervious attempts were failures before that because the feral flare vairant didn't work for me. I was going to try cinderhulk until i heard of sated devour. I main shyvana for a while. Mid season 6 drops and i lose sated and get bloodrazor instead. Find out that guinsoos is too inefficient for shyvana.move to volibear. Try shyvana after bloodrazor buff and how she is supposed to be played and move over to shyvana once again. S7 drops and i hear that they were eliminating farm jg's. Flee to kha'zix. She gets a mini rework on the level of a class update and she comes back to the top of the meta. She gets nerfed and i do bad with her and move to lethality top and vi jg. Now once again, i have come full circle and started playing shyvana again. Has this happened to anyone else where they can't leave thier biggest main behind and switch. Shyvana has always been my eternal main