Responce to topic deletion

Hey Rueian,

I can see that you’re having a rough time right now, but I need to let you to know that we’ve removed your post. I know it can be alarming, but we don’t want you to feel as though we’re dismissing you or your pain.

Except the entire method in which behavior is handled and punished entirely does dismiss my pain and struggle.

We’ve observed that the LoL Boards aren’t a great resource for players in hardship like yours, and sadly, we’re not qualified to help counsel you through this.

Nobody here wants harm to come to you, and we don’t want to make matters worse. I think a great step for you to make would be to explore some of these resources: http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html http://www.suicide.org/ http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ http://www.save.org/

These groups have experts and information that can help you with the stress you are feeling, and they want to help you get through this tough time.

I hope you are able to overcome this and return to the LoL community feeling better!

It never feels like Riot wants players like me to even exist. Lack of transparency with punishment, very passive 'reform help' in the form of slaps on the wrists and 'time outs' along with entirely removing the only thing that might motivate a player to continue. A player base and employee base who would rather kick a player to the curb then help them through an issue. I specifically read a great comparison to how Riot and the community treats toxic players as 'legal racism'. I may be toxic some times, but not because i want to be, i am unstable, alone, and in my current state useless. I feel my want to struggle to grow as a person and player is entirely treated as unimportant because i am a minority in the player base. Your policies and how the player base is allowed to discriminate against players like me literally makes me question why i am alive since i have no place anywhere. Life does not have progress, regardless of the countless hours i pour into it.

Go ahead and remove this topic again... but i needed to make a response because your blanket statement, your policy for how you deal with players, and constant 'experiments' only makes things harder. I want to enjoy this game, but all i am ever met with is hostility, and I cant help but mirror said hostility, amplified by my emotional state.