I hate being in bronze!!!!!!

honestly it makes me hate league its no fun at all, this league not only makes you feel bad because you are in it but the flamming from other players makes you feel worse. if i could id tell riot to give my 200 bucks back and id quit because this game honestly isnt healthy. GOD I HATE SUCKING I WANT TO BE GOOD. i just wanna get out of fucking bronze! FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCK! I climbed too bronze 3 and then dropped down to bronze 4 because i suck and its so fucking discouraging, i'm God a games like call of duty except they get boring and lets be honest COD sucks now. League is fun as fuck but if you have bad team mates its gg. the thing about call of duty is if someone feeds it doesnt make one enemy a Fucking unstoppable force. Also what pisses me off is I do fine in normals but always lose ranked. I'm not good at any roles, I used to be good at mid as fizz but you know riot has to nerf him into the ground, in normals i do fine as kalista adc but blow in ranked and now im stuck because next time i win ill probably gain like 12 lp. this game honestly makes me want to cry.