After roughly a week of being completely outmatched in the majority of my normal games..
I finally smashed my headphones in frustration.
I've been blamed for defeats where I've been forced to lane against plats, and my team ends up forced to deal with the guy I fed. That or they just get to free farm because I know I don't have the ability to outplay them. As if it's my fault I keep getting matched against people way out of my league.
Virtually all of my games this past week have been absolute train-wrecks, and I've all but lost my confidence to even play the game anymore. I'm at the point where I just start every game assuming my enemy laner's going to be able to outplay the hell out of me and I'm too nerve-wracked to even try.
Out of 21 games this week, I've won 5. Five, and I still had to get hard-carried in those games.