How I realised I am no longer having fun in league

I played yasuo. I could have easly won the game my team had a lead

BUT I WANTED TO HAVE FUN which meant 1vs1 against anyone inside minion waves NOW here is a catch I knew that each time there is a massive posibility that I would end up in 2vs1 / 3vs1 scenario

I could have won a game by playing OPTIMALLY. BUT PLAYING OPTIMALLY WAS EXTREMLY BORING SO I ended up throwing a game because I wanted some action within a game

Playing League of legends optimaly is fking boring. ITS PASSIVE. PASSIVE IS BORING and this is why my champion pool consist of hyperactive rambo champions

The game is full Mechanics which turtle bad players Whether its TOWERS WHICH LITERALY 2 HIT EVERYTHING OR OMNIPRESENT Junglers