It's not going to stop, it's not going to get better. You just don't have fun anymore and THAT'S NOT A BAD THING
Learn to let go. You'll be happier. You'll find something else to have fun with. Your mind will be healthier. There's so much more to life than this game.
Don't misunderstand this as animosity. I don't want you to be unhappy. I'm just trying to make you accept the truth.
If you really need help with the league drug, here's my patented guide to quitting the league drug:
How to quit the League Drug in 5 steps!
Step 1: Play SoloQ (or whatever game mode frustrates you the most) until you hyper tilt. This is extremely important, as you need the motivation from tilt to continue with steps 2-5.
Step 2: While hyper-tilted, log out of your account.
Step 3: Click on "Forgot Password".
Step 4: Make an insanely complicated and long password that you will never remember. (Example: GAGJ5626ffaaowjf)
Step 5: Repeat steps 3-4 for any other accounts you have.
Congratulations! You have successfully denied yourself access to the league drug!
If you find yourself making a new account or somehow regaining access to your old account, please start back at Step 1.