I just had a good game.
No, not the kind where you go 20/0 and win.
I mean the kind where your KDA doesn't even matter, good OR bad, because the game was fun and sportsmanlike.
You'd think this would make someone happy, right?
It did, but it also made me sad. Very sad.
Why?
Because it almost never happens. When it happens, it gives me a reminder of why I play the game; these minor bursts of fun and enjoyment, spread apart by toxicity and unfun gameplay (hello Kalista, Jax.)
It made me happy yes, but it was so very bittersweet. The whole time all 10 of us were laughing and having fun together, I couldn't control the thought in the back of my head that this will never happen again anytime soon.